Wednesday, December 26, 2007

porta Dickson

Just in case......I'm in port dickson....

Imma b back on the 29th lmao!

^^ fra lal la la la la la la la la

*packs clothes with joy*

away away! from it alll!

*all it takes is a midnight swim*

u know the one thing Im gonna miss...

the music on my laptop *sniffs* xD

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Moved on!

xD

finally now I know for sure...

I've moved on

and as a fren said...

its only a figure...

working towards bliss...

2008 looks bright!!

all the best to you ^^

*my life goes on...all I need is good frens and good music..which I have plenty!*

finally this blog wudnt sound so whiny d!

pick yourself up and keep running...I've got decades ahead...

Venetian - Macao sounds blooooddyy tempting...I hope dad approves ^^

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Have a Merry Christmas

well since Christmas is coming

I thought I shud join in the spirit of it as well..

but honestly...here's what i really think of christmas

imagine Santa Clause/St. Nick on his rocking chair

swaying back and fourth just enjoying the warm fire and little sparkles caused by the burning of wood

and thn Mrs. Santa walks in with some hot chocolate for two with marshmellows on the side

A serene winter night at the north pole...

and THN!

I walk in with a pump-action .44 gauge shotgun and blow a hole in to santa's guts!

*daydreaming*pops*

hehe my bad its just one of them days...

and according to Nessa...I scared her...lmao

thats a first....

oh well i guess I'll try again later..

toodles*

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i wannnnnn >.<

aviatorrsss and a new pair of shoes

ink job waiting to be done! all i need now is to wait for 1st Jan *big smiles*

still deciding to stay or switch...

whichever it is...i gotta get it done by jan...or it'll b chaotic

on a random note...immaturity annoys the hellaoutta me...

not that im not immature...its just...stupidity to an extent i guess....

some people are just beyond redemption...

outcomes are predictable....

its just a matter of which 1....

either which it'll be entertaining to watch...

tra la la la time to get back to work.!

Monday, December 17, 2007

enuff said

come out of your shell and abide in me

lmao.

i'd say i give it a shot eh? after all the worst tht cud happen is I'd b dissapointed.

lmao....

I'd say give it a go just one more time....

neway been a lil happier lately...

but im still bored to near death at work -.-"

and really...whatever will be will be....

solitude. its nice. =)

Sunday, December 16, 2007

~ change ~

feeling light headed lately...maybe cz i cleared up the 1st mess in my life *toots*!

finally 20 haha! dammit cant laugh at ppl no more....

and as my mom so clearly puts it...*finally out of my teens*

and with such she ends by *acting like a grown up*

hence they're are a lil less strict on me

which i should totally not take advantage off!

lmao!

and as every other bday ^^ i spent it with frens

*the way i like it* =)

simplicity at its best

finding myself again cz ropes will only hold me back...

a tad bit more logical and careful about certain stuff

taking on the resposibilities which i had ignored..

listening honestly and intently as it should have been done

knows tht i've learnt another lesson in life..

to let go,

and move.

*stand still on a rainy day*

*move forward. remember the past. let it go and never head back*

lesson learnt.

saved.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

cut my hair lol

ok so since i've decided to leave everything behind and start anew...

I thought to myself what better wat to begin thn a haircut lol

chopped the front trimmed the back now its just neat short and proper...

after all Christmas is coming and if she's having fun..

I dont see why i shud let her get me down ^^

the only thing getting me down is...

Im turning 20 lmao!

ness just turned 20 xD and she'll b back on 1 jan!!!!!!!

anywho i got the job til 21 Dec...xD which mean an extra 600 smackaroosss

i hope they pay soon i plan to use the money soon xD

tra la la la la....

1 years 3 years...doesnt matter for now...let things run its course...

as a new friend told me...."karma....it totally works"...lmao!

if u wanna b biblical "You reap what you sow...."

or as Justin Timberlake said...."what goes around comes around"

any clearer than tht...you gotta b an A-tard....

oh just the thing that encouraged me...lol yesh..alex reads the bible..

especially whn he's in dire need of some assistance

just tot I'd share it....never know who's gonna need it ;)

1 Thessalonians 5:18 or u could just read the whole 5:15-18 if u want xD

still the best...

I say is what Shaun, ness and jason said..."Fuck it laaa sohai"

=p

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Pavilion KL

nice place! and i finally know how to get around KL without driving


xD love the concept of the mall...


newho...since this blog lacks pics i thot I'd post some up















A carolling Christmas tree xD






here i thought

ya know...

i used to think...

good things happen to good ppl..

well it does hold some truth to it....

and tht the shit ne1 goes thru now will b paid back with giltz in the future...

the only prob....

is pulling thru the shit lol....

here i am at crossroads again..

and i remember to what extent my memory preserves it...

on sunday service....darren said...

whn you face walls of jericho in your life...take a step back and ask God...wht do u want me to do.

well....a guideline would help lol....

so anyway currently doing something i almost never do...
planning ahead....

the only prob is telling parents...

good news....nesscha ish comin back on 1 Jan!

can i hear INK!!! xD

and a great deduction in our phone bills xD

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Wht was it again?

What was it again?

tht saying

what goes around comes around...

Your reap what you sow...

lol i can understand the first bomb tht broke me down...

but a 2nd bomb? lol

results...are definately not what i expected...

time to replan....

and salvage the aftemath....

isnt thr another saying..

whn one door shuts...2 more opens? =)

I do hope so...

Lappiiee

FINALLYYY a laptop at worrrkk!!!!
*and an internet connection too!

xD

oh well

lil update....I've learnt I have to move on *for the sake of my own sanity....

wht she does now...

its absolutely....non of my biz to know

I've got my own life to lead...

My own shit to game...

and i can hear faintly...

Mr.Alex...welcome back.... xD

start the party..rock the don perignon!

cz Im coming home!!