I still cant figure it out...

dammit....

I feel..

newho...a relic from the past i just dug up...

It's all because of you,

I'm feeling sad and blue

You went away,

Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,

How much you'll never know

You've gone away and left me lonely.

Untouchable memories

Seem to keep haunting me

Another love so true,

That once turned all my gray skies blue

But you disappeared,

Now my eyes are filled with tears

And I'm wishing you were here With me

soaked with love all my thoughts of you

Now that you're gone

I just don't know what to do

If only you were here,

You'd wash away my tears

The sun would shine,

Once again you'll be mine all mine

But in reality,

you and I will never be cos You took your love away from me.

If only you were here,

You'd wash away my tears

The sun would shine,

Once again you'll be mine all mine

But in reality,

You and I will never be cos You took your love away from me.

Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.

Lord....Let me fall In to your hands once again.....

LMAO!

llolool I dint blog thru out the holsss cz I was havin sooo mmuucchh fun!!

well...not really but hey holz are holz ehh 1 shud not complain...

anywho...its back to school...and the deadlines are piling up already...

yeesshhh...wish i had longer hols....

1 finance sub...2 IB subz...and 1 arts sub....lol i forsee finance being hell for me... -.-"

neways just felt like blogging since i dint blog for the past month lmao!

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what I think the world needs...

is just a lil more honesty....

it'll solve a shitload of headaches....

this is the 3rd time I've rewritten this....

My head is just all over the place right now....

Everything just seems to be goin right for me now...

And yet...It just doesnt seem to settle in with my soul....

Its like...you know that your driving the right way to get to where you want to be

but you have no idea what to do or why on earth your driving there...

lmao! yes it sounds stupid as fcuk....

but really...its like all of a sudden I've lost something to hold dear too...

and life really feels meaningless...

so many things just running about in my head...

Cant seem to "pen" it down...

I find the blissful moments in this odd journey called life and just embrace it completely...

I miss all the little things, I never thought that they'd mean everything to me....

I need a beach...pronto.....

I wanna just watch the waves and dip my feet in wet sand....

I wanna lie down and watch the motionless clouds....

I wanna hear waves crashing on to the shore even when I close my eyes...

Am I just betting on somethings that I just cant obtain....

It's been awhile since I've done something crazy...

Normality does things to me.... =.="""

On the other hand

Prolly inside me I know that I havent met the goals I've set for myself this semester

And that bothers me...

A great deal....

Its times like these...that Im taken back to when I was 12

when I said to myself...

"FUCK THE WORLD! this is what I've decided on"

when the decisions I make....alter my reality

And to be honest....It turned out really well.... =)

Its been 9 years since.....

What would I decide on this time?

I've got Bring me The Horizon - RAWWRRR

playing on my iTunes now....

rants rants rants.....

outzzzz