In the stillness....

I've been thinkin a tad bit lately...

If Im doing wats right....

Chasing after materialistic things at the cost of things I hold dear....

For example, I dont hang out with my friends as often as I did before...

as a result...much has happened that Im oblivious to it

I feel like I've neglected alot of ppl that are important to me

On another note,

I feel like my life is no longer like a jellyfish floating around as the waves go by...

Now its like Im on a bullet express train rushing from one stop to another...

Looking at other stuff,

Thruout my life I've learn to let go and I always have

& by far things has always turned out for the better

or prolly cz I dont know the alternate ending

& now....I really dont know what to do

cz Im unable to let go or just let it slip by

Im not 1 person who falls head over heels

By far it has only happened twice...

Live as it goes by? Let it go? or remain patiently persistent...

Guess I dont like getting hurt....

Maybe thats y I rarely risk myself....

But this somehow seems worth it...

Rummaging Thru...

I feel like my walk has been slowly headin towards a downhill

I know I gotta pick myself up

But I cant seem to find the strength...

When will I learn to just....

Fall back and know that God would be there to hold my back up...

Ishh isshh...

In the stillness of the night I seem to see myself at its core

No masks no fades nothing

Times like these rarely do happen

Hence Im vexed at what to do with what seems insurmountable to me but

Eternally grateful for all the good that has happened

So I tell myself, never fret, never fear

The Lord yr God

Is for You and with You

Let nothing cause fear in your heart

Let nothing cause you to take your eyes off him

Never has He let you down

Even when hope seems frail

So lay your head, rest in peace and

Surrender it all to Him...

In the stillness God works his plan not to harm but to prosper You