Here's a shot to another day

2010-07-06T11:59:00.001+08:00

Well here I am 6 Months away from the rut I was in..Miraculous at d very least..steering life back on track is alot harder than it looks..but the rewards are unimaginable...So hello lil blog, will dust off the cobwebs that surround you..Question of the day: What was the key learning point?

hmm..

2009-09-17T23:33:00.001+08:00

I've just realized...

I gotta find a better way to deal with stuff...

cz if this keeps up...

its a matter of time before I implode

Im tempted to do what Im good at doing...

ignoring

2009-08-26T02:17:00.001+08:00

I think I'll go to Boston...

I think I'll start a new life,

I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,

I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,

I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...

I think I'll go to Boston,

I think that I'm just tired

I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...

I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,

I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Crossroads

2009-08-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

Life has certainly took an interesting turn

and here I am waiting

I'll do the best I can now with what I have

cheers all

take some time

2009-06-28T15:06:00.004+08:00

to ponder....are we meant to always be torn apart...

to wonder....what really matters at the end of the day...

to question...what's real and what's not...

to be amazed....at the darkness of the sky...

to appreciate....the quietness of the night...

to be thankful....that we are all sinners saved by grace...

to forever....give Him praise for the compassion He has shown to us...

to seek....His wisdom that He had bestowed unto King Soloman

Just take some time and all this wouldnt seem so hard

"If u eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth"

summer love

2009-06-19T01:18:00.005+08:00

3 months

hIghs

smiles

rights

WUV

thanks

laughs

Ups

After an eternity

2009-05-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

hahah things have been awesome! aside from exams being just around the corner....

looking at pictures on FB and I've just realized....the reason y i have not stepped in to a club since CNY and been Pubbin instead....

its cz....clubs now are like the new Toy's R Us....its filled with kids....

and gosh...Im only 22....

I need to find a new place...

whr I can hit on chiqs...

and not be a pedo....

freakin Jailbait clubs!

MOS is one of em -.- fake liquor, underaged kids....lol...sucks the fun out of everything

I miss d music...rawr

its been awhile...

2009-04-12T04:16:00.002+08:00

since I've felt blessed which I truly am glad. =)

I've felt pushed aside

hmm how bothersome....

on another note...

if u aint happy...

still having doubts..

just take me on...

Its been a lil quite lately...

and i've always did wonder....

how does one accuse without voice nor sight?

huzzah huzzah!

2009-03-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

well...I know i started the Project 365...Im just to darn lazy to upload the pictures xD

I'll prolly do em on facebook...lol

newho...

needs to stay focus...

been so busy lately...

I barely have time to blog...lmaoo

thts a good sign xD

newho...in spite all this busy-ness

I've learnt to say

I'm Awesome! =D

Project 365 Day 1 / 2342 Day 4

2009-03-05T20:41:00.003+08:00

hahaha dam it was good to hear from the tranny after such a looonnggg time! lmao....

newho....saw this Project 365 on the hamster's blog hmm...looked interesting..hahha Im gonna start it just 4 fun....thn at least I'd have a picture of everyday whn i look back...

+ its an absolute good way to use my 5mp camera phone...

ok la so sue me im a noob whn it comes to photos....

So here's the 1st photo...

Project 365 - Day 1

snaps here comes reality

2009-03-04T02:52:00.002+08:00

classes started well it was a good 4 month holiday...

here we go...

I gotta do something awesome this year...

I need it

2009-02-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

Today is a winding road it's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think I'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road, it's taken me to places that I didn't want to go

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your voice (this is getting colder)
Was the soundtrack of my summer (and the summer's over)
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain (well today's a winding road)
Oh baby bring (today I'm on my own)
On the pain
And listen to the thunder

2009-02-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

Dr. Suess

2009-02-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

been terribly irritable lately....

and i have absolutely no idea why....

yesshhh...

A twist in my story

2009-02-19T01:50:00.002+08:00

Cant seem to figure out whats what...

Its terribly annoying

on another note...

things does seem a lil brighter....

I hope its not gonna be another meteor crashing down to earth..

So its done

2009-02-18T07:52:00.000+08:00

saved the fourth bullet

grace had the better of me

Thank God....

ended a misunderstanding with understanding

Normality has returned

~I likess!!~

sometimes what it takes is to blow it out of proportion and slowly put the pieces back again..

The unrestlessness Im feeling right now

2009-02-16T09:59:00.001+08:00

Lies. Deception. Deceit.....

A bullet for each one of them....

And another for the soul harbouring them....

I feel....zombiefied....

Freeebbiieesss! ~ I Super duper Rikes!!! ~

2009-02-06T09:40:00.002+08:00

xD how working in a Multimedia company with 1Gbps connection in a TM building (which also happens to b streamyx headquarters) totally freaking roxxors!

1. I've got install for illustrator and photoshop CS2 FREE with crack xD

2. I've got 20 gigs worth of Anime

3. I can play all online games without fear of lag or loading probs

4. The air-con here is so cold.....I have to wear 3 layers of clothing xD!!!

unfortunately Im gonna stop on the 20th Feb....

Which is a good thing!!! cz I wanna go out and spend my money!!! (^.^)

Anyone care to join me? =)

Captain Corelli's Mandolin ~ I likes! ~

2009-02-01T04:57:00.001+08:00

Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being in love which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Sometimes I gotta admit....the tranny really never fails to cheer me up LOL...

ok tht wuz gayss...

oUt!!

In the stillness....

2009-01-30T01:43:00.006+08:00

I've been thinkin a tad bit lately...

If Im doing wats right....

Chasing after materialistic things at the cost of things I hold dear....

For example, I dont hang out with my friends as often as I did before...

as a result...much has happened that Im oblivious to it

I feel like I've neglected alot of ppl that are important to me

On another note,

I feel like my life is no longer like a jellyfish floating around as the waves go by...

Now its like Im on a bullet express train rushing from one stop to another...

Looking at other stuff,

Thruout my life I've learn to let go and I always have

& by far things has always turned out for the better

or prolly cz I dont know the alternate ending

& now....I really dont know what to do

cz Im unable to let go or just let it slip by

Im not 1 person who falls head over heels

By far it has only happened twice...

Live as it goes by? Let it go? or remain patiently persistent...

Guess I dont like getting hurt....

Maybe thats y I rarely risk myself....

But this somehow seems worth it...

Rummaging Thru...

I feel like my walk has been slowly headin towards a downhill

I know I gotta pick myself up

But I cant seem to find the strength...

When will I learn to just....

Fall back and know that God would be there to hold my back up...

Ishh isshh...

In the stillness of the night I seem to see myself at its core

No masks no fades nothing

Times like these rarely do happen

Hence Im vexed at what to do with what seems insurmountable to me but

Eternally grateful for all the good that has happened

So I tell myself, never fret, never fear

The Lord yr God

Is for You and with You

Let nothing cause fear in your heart

Let nothing cause you to take your eyes off him

Never has He let you down

Even when hope seems frail

So lay your head, rest in peace and

Surrender it all to Him...

In the stillness God works his plan not to harm but to prosper You

taggity tagg tagged

2009-01-23T14:11:00.005+08:00

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, its because I want to know more about you.

1. My mom has got to be the most annoying mom on earth....annoying cz she learns how i annoy her and she annoys me back the same way....and no she is not cool

2. As much as the tranny says Im gay....Im not....And as much as i call her a tranny she's actually very much anatomically a girl!! just anatomically....

3. I wanna freaking start my own business & be a millionaire before i go bald!

4. I think Tatty Teddies are awesomely cute....

5. I love my sister lots!!!

6. very much bad-tempered but I like covering it with a smile

7. silly little things annoy me to no end....like ppl standing as if they've got no spine.etc...etc

8. silly little things amuses me....like watchin my hamsters run on their wheel...etc..etc

9.silly little things make me feel warm and fuzzy...like a small note torn from a corner of a full scap paper and on it says "Smile =) ppllleeeaaasseee" etc...etc....

10. silly little things make me laugh like no 2moro....like...most recently..DRAGOONNN BAALLL FUUSSEEE!!!!! hahahahaha shitt I still laugh whn I think about it....dam the tranny....

11. Yes Im pretty free at work now cz Im superbly leet! and awesome that I've finished today's work... yesterday! =)

12. the expression *rawr* and ~huuuu~ are currently my favs.

13. I think feminism is a bunch of bull crap that was derived from Nazism thus should be impaled on a stake and set on fire only after being used as a toilet paper to wipe my ass with after i poo.. =)

14. Having said tht....I believe that females can do what males can....so go do manual labor dammit!! like lift bricks and build houses....lol....no but seriously...Im all about gender equality...like the most I think is that ppl should not descriminate based on gender...but based on stupidity and ignorance....

15. December 1987 is the day that I was born LOLz

16. It took me 3 hours to do this cz Im really taking my time xD

Tagg....

err...whoever reads this! so just freakin do it! lol

Whreeeeeeeee!

2009-01-22T10:22:00.010+08:00

i now remember why I just stick to reading a couple of blogs and not blog hop around >.<

cz some blogs make me go

some make me go

and SOME really make me go!

(for those who read my blog and would really appreciate censorship)

(this pic's for u....+ its really cute toO! xD)

Hence would make me instinctively reach a conclusion of

However there are blogs that make me go

Some make me

And I really like those blogs.... =D

and for those of u....who actually bothered reading the entire post....

yea...I just wanted to show off my HP wallpapers xD!!!

so bite me =p and feel free to loot them pics...

cz really I have

just a thought

2009-01-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

I wonder....

what it was like to be a kid....

geez....dam im getting old....and i just turn 21 a month ago...

*rawr* neways geting trip was good...

will post pics as soon as im not feeling too tired

*curls up in chair back to work*

1 more hour to go and i've got a jam to face...rah!

tu la la la

2009-01-20T10:34:00.004+08:00

I know I have no rights to this

but really....the thing I love most about humans.....is how they begin contradicting themselves whenever they get angry or upset...

take this bloke for example

" I will live the Life Christ has called me to live.............Dad if you read this. JUST FOR ONCE STOP THINKING OF YOUR IMAGE AND LOOK AT HOME/YOUR FAMILY. TO ME it doesn't exist."

Im confused really.....how do u live the life christ has called and not honor your father....@.@

sorry if i come off as dissing other ppl's problems....I rarely get irritated bt there are just a couple of small lil things that irritate me to no end....this is just one of it...

Jesus I love you..but fuck u dad...lol...

like I say at least I admit I'm no saint....

ppl should take a minute to ponder on what they say.... (-.-)

whoever it is.....there are a whole lot of people in deeper levels of shit...so stop whining....

like srsly...

but oh well....whoever he/she is....I hope he/she is gonna sort it out in his/her life....

Good luck with it

rawrrss

2009-01-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

hahahah Nana said the funniest thing to me at work right just now

NaNa says:

done everything?

alex says:

erm...so far yaa....eka's part and my part of the business categories

NaNa says:

wow good job

NaNa says:

now u chill

NaNa says:

hehehe if anything i will tell u k

hahahaha hmm...this is the first time some1 told me to chill lol!

does tht mean I'm not chilling at work?

I wonder if that a good thing xD

3 - 0

2009-01-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

ok so Im a lil late but still....

Can u say...raped!

ManU 3 - 0 Chelsea

lol...

shniffless ~huuuu

2009-01-12T10:48:00.004+08:00

a new type-on expression I've come to like...taught to me by d hamster...

its ~huuuu~

and tht is exactly the way Im feeling right now

Also Im so missing this....

This is Alex....He likes to Chill

but chilling hasnt been coming around alot lately

wakaka at least I can say I'm a tad bit richer along with a rm20 starbucks voucher...anyone? =)

Im so lookin forward to this weekend... *shrieks!*

6.30pm

2009-01-09T18:23:00.003+08:00

still in d office....

i just realize....I'll b workin 7 days this week

hahaha and it takes 1 idiot on msn to remind me of the many stupid things I've said in highschool

to brighten up my err..evening

lol...

"come at me...i dare you" lol

of all the cool lines i cud have said in tht moronic situation....tht was the best i cud come up with lolol (-.-)

rah....not lookin forward to the train trip back home...ne1 wanna fetch me?

please?

i'll be really nice....

honest....

iPod --> Music ---> Playlist ---> Zoning...out....

alright...trip back home....rawrr!

hahahahaha

2009-01-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

OMG this has got to be the best news since the start of 2009

Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Seri Dr Zahid Hamidi concured with the proposal by Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad that Muslim countries boycott US-made goods in protest against the attacks on Palestinians. [The Star, 5/1/09]

hahaha ok look Im not in to killing innocent ppl...be it jew, arab, whomever whatever

but seriously.....boycotting the US has got to be one the dumbest idea I've heard....

omg....with the amount of jokers running this country....I bet I'll make a perfect Prime Minister....

so ok fine...boycott US products...

send ALL our airplanes back to the US and cease anymore purchase of commercial aircraft...

cz almost 90% of MAS, AirAsia etc.etc are Boeing...and Boeing...is an American company....

ask Mc.Donald's, Pizza Hut, KFC, and other American food chain outlets...to pull out of Malaysia...

on top of that get rid of all American cigs....lol

kick out all US brands....

chances are....

u'll see the unemployment rate soar to the sky....

riots all over the place....

malaysian's hurting malaysians

social instability..

our economy plummel further in to recession..

and really....all for the sake of the people in another country

call me selfish...but wudnt u rather the country u live in enjoy peace stability and harmony?

than trade all that.....for the sake of a country....we dont even do business with.... -.-

omg....if i were to receive 10cents for every stupid thing said, done, or proposed by our government....

I be a fuckin millionaire by now....

so let me say this clearly...

I dont care....

if Isrealies die

or Palestinians die

I just want to be able to walk on the streets of my own country and know thr isnt a fuckin riot going on somewhere,

or someone wanting to rob me cz his AMERICAN company had to pack up and leave back to the states cz the Malaysian ppl and the government had boycott their products to a point they see no interest in staying...

lol

think la u stupid bunch of fucktards before you go on national tv and propose something as dumbassed as that....

cz really....r u ppl gonna tell me that Zahid Hamidi just realllyyy has an aching hearrtt for the poor and and dying in the war torn country of Palestine.....I bet u RM10 that he has a Polo Ralph Lauren back home in his closet....and at least a pair of NIKE shoes.....lol stupid fuckers really shud just stay at home and shit.

whoa....

2009-01-02T15:34:00.004+08:00

Well...im late for both the last 08 post and first 09 post...well bite me =p

To sum it up....2008....was 1 year....

had to grow out of my comfortable nice comfy lazy ass sofa

Ventured in to many different things with gunz blazing

Scared the living daylight out of myself...

Felt failure...again.... =)

Felt Loved.. =)

sorted out a couple of things in my life....(even my room! huuraaah!)

got rid of my egotistical nature...(well maybe not all of it xD)

begins to take on (ugh...) resposibility

realize the reality that I can no longer not take responsibility for my actions

realize that I am in need of an accomplisment

almost fell in to a toilet hole

had ppl come to me in Genting asking me if I wanted hookers -.-

turned 21...almost died.... @.@

won RM50 with RM10 but did not cash out quick enough -.-

realize I'm not self-driven

realize that I have the support of alot of ppl around me

Found myself....

Work in progress to better myself...

realized that there is more to me than I taught there was.

Eventually reached

a simple and logical conclusion....

I am no longer a boy...there's no such thing as a Peter Pan Theory...I have to be a man...

Thus 2009 I

will trust God

will believe in myself

will be self-driven

will not let myself be treated like a kid

will chase my dreams and grab hold of it

will take life seriously

will no longer fail myself and others

will succeed

will not give in to fear or uncertainty

will work as hard as I can to fufill my promises

Cheers to 2009! Just Bring It

Lovin' my new job ^.^

2008-12-23T12:50:00.002+08:00

Interning...not too bad a pay...

and i have a nice new big ass screen com 1GBps internet connection

and minimal work.. xD prolly its Christmas....

wakakak i love work like these =)

2 hours & 16 minutes

2008-12-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

here it goes...the countdown to 21....

aiks....

for once....I wished my father grounded me at home....

lol...but he went to bed -.-""

oh well....tradition is tradition....

and I've got trustworthy frens... =)

oh well....3 cheers to being 21!!

Hip Hip HURRAAHH!!!

p.s. Nesssaaac-cccchhhaaaannn!!!!! I'll be joining ur boat soon enough!!!! *HUGGSS*

k tht was gay....

I'm OUT!

So not looking forward to it

2008-12-09T04:28:00.003+08:00

as the day draws nearer the less excited I am....

I remember when i was 16...how I wanted to be 21...

now its closing in on 21...I'm wishing i was 16 again -.-""

cant seem to find much of a reason to celebrate tho....

mom&sis wont be here *sniffles*

ish ish ish....well...i guess it'll b like any other day...

I'll just go have my own fun...

Ta da dum dee dee dumm

2008-11-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

hmm....I'm feeling abit.....how shud I describe it...

there...much like the picture above....

guess I've just been thinking too much again....

ish...ishh....either that or its cz I've been listening to wayyy too Much ~~FAGGOT~~ boyband music....

then again...Im gonna do what I do best when it comes to issues such as this...

just chill and hum.....

~ ta da dum deee dum dum ~

p.s. good to know the tranny in UK is doin well...and seriouslyyy...just GO for it Laaaaa..noob =p

Wu!! Huu!!!

2008-11-07T05:05:00.002+08:00

yes I must admit....

Im no where near diligent in bloggin after my exams xD

thts cz i have more fun things to do

=p

wont be blogging for abit....

til I want to really xD

til then!

TurningBlurBlurBlurDizzyDizzyDizzy

2008-10-23T17:00:00.002+08:00

I laughed when I saw kelly's msn personal msg...

cz her exams is tomm....

now...after finishing lecture 6 of Trade Finance and Foreign Exchange..

I aint laughing anymore...

cz really..

I know exactly how this squirrel feels...

@.@

2008-10-21T17:22:00.003+08:00

Here I thought Trade Finance and Forex wud b a breezeeeeeee

never have I been so wrong...

Gah...at least IBS is done...

1 down 2 to go

WUUUUU HUUU!!!!!

Cookie cookie cookiee!

hahaahahahahahahahha

2008-10-17T00:28:00.004+08:00

OMG>>!
dammmm.....
Talk about brightening up my evening!
wahhh
uneducated of the uneducateds
crap...I cant believe I (in the ancient course of history) actually stooped to that level >.<

hahahah adoiii my tummy hurts like a bitch nowww

ness if ur reading this
hahahahahah omgg next time u get on9 Imma show u dey
I condefirm u laugh til u piss!

Telan only lo serious!

2008-10-16T02:28:00.003+08:00

exams in 12 dayss

can anyone shout with me

SHIOK!!!!!!!

and really...lol

darn alot of october babies riteee?

and I think Starbucks should have a student drink or something

Black coffee and a cookie for 5 bucks....

cz seriously...studying in Starbucks is effective

but costly...

thn again...too much black coffee and cookies

I'll prolly look like this

=p

2008-10-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

nice to see how pieces fall in to place

kinda gives me hope that my pieces would fall in to place..

i hope xD!

broken

2008-10-08T04:13:00.001+08:00

*phew* now that thts off my chest
here's another part of me that Just needs to be pen off...

The broken clock is a comfort,
it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, is there healing
In your name I find meaning

bleh....the least to say...its a lot more sweeter than the previous post xD
but then again...I'd prolly just get burnt againn
oh well...like its said...
aku dah cukup biasa main watak yang sedih... xD
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but no time to feel like that right now....
Exams are in 3 weeksssssssss
and with 1 finance 1 econs and 1 management papers to sit for..
hell thts enough to scare any emo-ing outta me xD
ish ish ish....and its so close to my exams -.-""" bengang betull takleh nak planning >.

bugger off

2008-10-08T03:25:00.002+08:00

cz I dont really care..

can u really believe the nerve of a person with
i) limited knowledge,
ii) speaks the fcuk hella of a broken english,
iii) ignorant as an anus
iv) dumb to boot
v) aint the least bit pretty

(and let me tell u the list goes on...the only point I'd really pass is..ok she's cute...)

trying the fcuk to brag to me....

holy shit its annoyingly hilarious....

just cz of a rich bf...

-.-"" if it gets any shallow than this...I'm really gonna go knock my head on a wall

The only good point to this is that...

I've been reminded of the mistakes I've made

and how important it is to actually find the right girl in your life...

cz really...a bitch of an ex from hell...pisses u off everytime u talk to her

and u'll look urself in a mirror asking...

Wht the fcuk did you see in her..

there really is a reason why I dont talk to u....

cz I think ur not worth my time...

Sorry I have bigger dreams to chase and bigger goals to score...

Your just a fickle of dirt at the tip of my fingernail

a mistake...that burnt my 2 and a half years of my life....

and no money in the world can buy that back...

live your happy life and i'll live mine

k...let of steam d -.- sorry but I really cant stand people who I know have no capabilities whatsoever bragging to me about how great they are....It's just plain retarded....
sorry but materialism attracts me only to a certain level...beyond that are somethings that money really cant buy...like ohh for example...

Intelligence.... =)

a camping we will go!

2008-09-12T09:04:00.002+08:00

well not per-say....but i'll be in PD for the weekend...lolol

will be missing out on Ness's farewell bbq =(

and she's goin uK! rolf!! finally... xD

well its gonna be a good 1...

taa~

ramblesrambles*

2008-08-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

I wonder how it must have felt
When David stood to face Goliath on a hill
I imagine that he shook with all his might
Until You took his hand, and held on tight

'Cause You were there, You were there
In the midst of danger's snare
You were there, You were there always
You were there when the hardest fight
Seemed so out of reach
Oh, You were there, You were always there
You were always there

So there he stood upon that hill
Abraham with knife in hand was poised to kill
But God in all his sovereignty had bigger plans
And just in time, You brought a lamb

'Cause You were there,You were there
In the midst of the unclear
You were there, you were there always
You were there when obedience
Seemed to not make sense
You were there, You were always there
You were always there

So haven't I learned that my ways
Aren't as high as Yours are
And You alone keep the universe
From crumbling into dust
You are God and though we would
Not have understood You
There You were

Hanging blameless on a cross
You would rather die than leave us in the dark
Every moment, every planned coincidence
Just all makes sense
With Your last breath

You were there, You were there
During history’s darkest hour
You were there, You were there always
You were the Victor and the King
You were the power in David's swing
You were the calm in Abraham
You are the God who understands
You are the strength when we have none
You are the living, Holy one
You were, You are and You will always be
The Risen Lamb of God

You were, You are and You will always be
The Risen Lamb of God

Just when I needed it..... =)

Quickie! lol

2008-08-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

Just a note...

I can say foh' sure now that....

I really appreciate all the effort u ladies go thru putting on make up...

My only question is....

How on earth can u bear to do it everyday!?

lol...

*never put on lip gloss or lip stick ever again! .... EVER!

Rah!

2008-08-21T00:47:00.002+08:00

been so busy lately...

that I've hardly seen my family muchh

and i miss playing with my lil sisterrr =(

hahahah just her luck that her school holidays fall right on the week I have a shitload of assignments and work to do...

lol I can actually separate Studies and work now! ROFL! its no longer the same thing!! xD!

*keepsfingerstightlycrossed* lets hope what I've planned comes thru....

but right now...

I'm just absolutely worned out....

and oh oh oh! Monash Ball xD! *rawr*

Rain...rain...go away.....

2008-08-16T03:53:00.002+08:00

Rain rain go away.....come again another day...all the world is waiting for the sun....

*despite the quote above...I do wish it rained a bit more these days...It bloody hot!*

Breaking Benjamin - Rain ...awesome stuffs! condefirmed to bring out the emo in u lol!

Dont know how to put it in words...

but...

Im contented with the life I lead right now...

Not that thrs no room for improvement...

Just that...for once in my life...I feel like I've got my piorities sorted out...

for once...I feel no need to be with another

*would really wanna head down to a beach with friends right now and just chill on a hammock with a bottle of cold beer*

Aye anyone? =D

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

2008-08-16T03:46:00.002+08:00

finally! done with IBS and tellly studies assignment

lol i had no idea i could crap up 1200 words about Sex and the City

dislocated shoulder and pulled leg muscle while playin basketball at 10pm in Puchong lol!

Just comes to show how much of a bad shape my body is in...

yes yes i can hear the laughters ringin!

but despite popular belief....i was fit back in high school or so says me xD

I've got 2 more to work on

mid sem test for Trade Forex

and

Int. FInance Management assignment 1

and

IBS group presentation

tis' gonna b a blast...

sleepness nights here I coME!!!

Here i am...

2008-08-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

With a lil help from a friend

I've found my way...

Motivation for this sem...

and for things to come

Now...Let's just find something to support it with...

Potential is useless without hardwork....

For a good 15 years...I've heard the word Potential ringing in my ears time and again...

Its about time I did something about it!

or it'll be an absolute waste..

And it starts now....

On the path once again

Faltered abit...

Jolted back on to it again...

Also...

Rediscovered the power of prayer...

Here I come!

"Lord hold me in your hands once again"

2008-07-30T02:53:00.004+08:00

I still cant figure it out...

dammit....

I feel..

newho...a relic from the past i just dug up...

It's all because of you,

I'm feeling sad and blue

You went away,

Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,

How much you'll never know

You've gone away and left me lonely.

Untouchable memories

Seem to keep haunting me

Another love so true,

That once turned all my gray skies blue

But you disappeared,

Now my eyes are filled with tears

And I'm wishing you were here With me

soaked with love all my thoughts of you

Now that you're gone

I just don't know what to do

If only you were here,

You'd wash away my tears

The sun would shine,

Once again you'll be mine all mine

But in reality,

you and I will never be cos You took your love away from me.

If only you were here,

You'd wash away my tears

The sun would shine,

Once again you'll be mine all mine

But in reality,

You and I will never be cos You took your love away from me.

Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.

2008-07-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

Lord....Let me fall In to your hands once again.....

LMAO!

2008-07-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

llolool I dint blog thru out the holsss cz I was havin sooo mmuucchh fun!!

well...not really but hey holz are holz ehh 1 shud not complain...

anywho...its back to school...and the deadlines are piling up already...

yeesshhh...wish i had longer hols....

1 finance sub...2 IB subz...and 1 arts sub....lol i forsee finance being hell for me... -.-"

neways just felt like blogging since i dint blog for the past month lmao!

___________________________________________________________________

what I think the world needs...

is just a lil more honesty....

it'll solve a shitload of headaches....

this is the 3rd time I've rewritten this....

My head is just all over the place right now....

Everything just seems to be goin right for me now...

And yet...It just doesnt seem to settle in with my soul....

Its like...you know that your driving the right way to get to where you want to be

but you have no idea what to do or why on earth your driving there...

lmao! yes it sounds stupid as fcuk....

but really...its like all of a sudden I've lost something to hold dear too...

and life really feels meaningless...

so many things just running about in my head...

Cant seem to "pen" it down...

I find the blissful moments in this odd journey called life and just embrace it completely...

I miss all the little things, I never thought that they'd mean everything to me....

I need a beach...pronto.....

I wanna just watch the waves and dip my feet in wet sand....

I wanna lie down and watch the motionless clouds....

I wanna hear waves crashing on to the shore even when I close my eyes...

Am I just betting on somethings that I just cant obtain....

It's been awhile since I've done something crazy...

Normality does things to me.... =.="""

On the other hand

Prolly inside me I know that I havent met the goals I've set for myself this semester

And that bothers me...

A great deal....

Its times like these...that Im taken back to when I was 12

when I said to myself...

"FUCK THE WORLD! this is what I've decided on"

when the decisions I make....alter my reality

And to be honest....It turned out really well.... =)

Its been 9 years since.....

What would I decide on this time?

I've got Bring me The Horizon - RAWWRRR

playing on my iTunes now....

rants rants rants.....

outzzzz

2 Things I might regret

2008-06-15T03:25:00.002+08:00

1 is pretty obvious...

well the other...

lol lets just say peer pressure..

and FACE it...friendster...is dead...lmao

Would you believe it!?

2008-06-15T02:58:00.002+08:00

ok I know this isnt a big deal...but this is my 111th post..! lmao!

dint actually think I'd have 100 posts...

oh currently hooked on New Radicals...You Give What You Get

and somehow Lifehouse - From Where You Are seems to fade...

And I've just realized people actually read my blog 0.o!

2 more papers to go...

rah!

and studyin for a law sub aint easy...its piss boring! *no offence* =)

Cant wait for hols..... =( I'm gonna go sunbaking! or at least I want too xD

on another note...a self reminder

I gotta stop stabin myself...Its not a bright thing to do....
some rocks are better left unturn..

tah!

2 cents

2008-06-02T16:52:00.002+08:00

1 week more to 1st paper...

now all of a sudden my expectations seem a tad bit up in the sky.

just gotta keep my eyes on it....

gah! focus kid.....

on a lighter note...

Ice-cream helps....

=)

Je rêve

what i sincerely detest

2008-05-29T01:45:00.005+08:00

Dont tell me I'm wrong

Just cz u go to church

Dont tell me to change

Just cz u declare to your entire MSN list that You love Jesus

Dont tell me you're a better person than me

Just cz you're a leader for Christ....

Just dont bloody judge me based on what you've seen or heard

Cz honestly....

all i have to say is

GO [UpToYourImaginationToInsertWord] Yourself

dam hypocrites.....

its ppl like em that give Christians a bad name yeesshhh

and have the nerve to judge me...

Please Go take a flying [AnotherUpToYouToInsertWord].....

check yourself before you wanna pass judgement on others....

if not...you've just judged yourself....

*annoyed*

actually not really bothered by ppl like that...if they just leave me alone or be nice...

I cudnt give a [SorryPleaseInsertWordAgain] how you wanna lead your life....

just be sincere....and u'll have the esteemed right to pound me on my virtues....

or be a hypocrite....and not judge me....just be nice...

and trust me...ppl understand better by your actions than your words...

*rah*

yes this post is meant to hurt....

but truthfully,

its like the malay saying that goes:

siapa yang makan lada dia yang rasa pedas....

turra =D

and so it goes....

2008-05-26T03:36:00.006+08:00

*pft*....not really mode ala confused child...

but still......not in the best mood....

had prolly better snap outta it....

exams round the corner.....

newho....pics.... =)

and there you go.....

*toots* back to the books....

Worth it

2008-05-12T03:33:00.003+08:00

All i can say is....

It was worth the trouble....

flippin darn awesome.

it was truly the elements of life...

and ness...bring camera for nutzzz ahh! hahahaha cipek

will sing about it another day =D

on another note....

Grims at reality...

lets just say Im a tad bit worried....

I've always relied on my gut/instincts on matters as such....

this was the first i dint....

stuff like these should be buried in a pit no1 will ever reach...

this is what i get for stepping outta my cave...

and the best part...

I dont even know wat im rantting about lmao!

mode ala confuse child.

for now...

evil smiles

2008-05-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

*grins*

*double grins*

*triple grins*

*OW! mah face hurts*

on a more serious note...

safety, its all i pray for.

cant sleep....

Ding Dang Double Darn it

2008-05-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

feels weight on shoulder

and this is only the beginning

wait til it hits the final examination period....

*but wait a minute...

we're already in it!

*flops*

1 last party before the nose in books start.

and in my head i can imagine Mel Gibson in the movie Braveheart...

The scene where he yells

"FREEEEEEEDDDDOOOOMMMMMMMM"

Found it

2008-05-02T14:37:00.003+08:00

As promised earlier this week

taking a 5 min break from assignments and look at the relic i dug up

Imma bet some of us will remember this differently =D ~~thts if those morons read my blog~~

newho...

Song: Faliure By Design
date: one of them days on november 2003
source: My Hymn

Failure By Design

[Verse 1:]
Watch you on the one's and two's.
Through a window in a well lit room.
Become a recluse.
And I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
And when I wake up you're the first to call.
This is one more late night basement song.
And I'm so sore.
My voice has gone to hell.

[Pre Chorus:]
And this is one more sleepless night because we don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.

[Chorus:]
(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.

[Verse 2:]
And we just want sleep.
But this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
Now I got to stop because the headphones broke.

[Pre Chorus:]
We don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.

[Chorus:]
(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.

The days we'd used to pack my mom's CRV full of us and equipment and ride to the nearest jam studio xD

or sitting around in atria...writing crap like tht..! rawwwrr

miss em old school dayss.

and the book got really dusty..

tons more empty pages to fill

hmm =D

The price for Freedom

2008-04-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

If u hadnt catch the title by now...lol nvm...ur not meant to understand

buttt...if u did....

here's my price....

finish all assignments by 9th May

siong.....

Presentation 30th Apr -> 20%
Law assignment 5th May -> 30%
Marketing assignment 7th May -> 10%
Freedom 10th May.....so have to finish by 9th May -.-"""
MC assignment 12th May -> 40%

Exams....10, 18, 19 June

-.-"" die lo...

wahhH!! I tell u!!!!

2008-04-03T16:42:00.002+08:00

omggg...seriuously some ppl have no idea wtf QUIET STUDY AREA in the library means

omfg!! stupid f**KS

1. 1 group talking like they own the dam library

2. 1 more group playin music on the laptop all

omfg....and both groups are......

Bangala or some central asia bunch of f**kers....

seriouslyyyyyyy.....1

not every1 listens to banghara music....

=.="""

[Insert Title]

2008-04-01T02:25:00.004+08:00

o'rite mid sem holiday is over....starting off with week 5

and a nice line of assignments lined up

gotta pull thru this 3 week thn its 60% the war won XD

ohhh the most entertaining thing yet...

watching some1 tattoo himself... =D

hahaha alright free ad time....

The both of them are brothers who own a tattoo parlor in Sunway Pyramid - Asian Avenue..The name of the shop is Black Cat..The guy in black is Joshua the guy in white is his older bro lol...imagine...watching your bro hurt himself! hahahahahaha!..sorry I dint take a vid ; cz with my crappy camera phone all u'd prolly hear is the laughing and his yelps in pain xD

newho...back to studying...gessh Im a certified nerd alright...

rah!

2008-03-31T01:01:00.001+08:00

grr....darn mental block.....

and my sister's dam hamster bit me.... -.-""~!

cz i split it up from bullying Robo....

not i have a mental block and my finger hurts...

greatttt...

rap a tap tap

2008-03-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life

Can't get no love without sacrificeIf anything should happen, I guess I wish you well

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wastin'

And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind

Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around

If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep

I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wastin'

And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of loveLittle bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

The song's Happy Ending - Mika and it aint that bad xD

actually kinda hooked on it rite now... =D

Robo!

2008-03-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

Meet the cutest fella outta the 3

Robo! the Roboski!

k la I aint the best in giving names...lmao

but this rodent is 1 to fast to catch piece of *(!@&*@ Hamster =)

but the cutest eh! xD

Cz Im bored

2008-03-21T12:54:00.004+08:00

lol geline's post got me thinking...Love post. xD

It's true how most of us get bought in to Hollywood's perfect world...

How things would just make out fine as it is...

Movies like A walk to remember, The notebook, A lot like love, 27 Dresses, Vanilla Sky
[k i apolgize for the lack of reference to love movies...not a great fan of it =.="]

seem to give us all an idea tht love can be perfect

even I admit....it'll be awesome ~~sweet~~ fun just to
1) drive up to a girl's house sing to her with a guitar or
2) to sit by the beach at dawn and have tea or
3) take a trip to paris have a candlelight dinner on some rooftop with the Eiffel Tower in view.
4) my all time fav...singing in the rain! XD
*snaps back to reality*

lmao but the fact of the matter is... 1 in a 10 chances it'll ever happen eh? cz

1) kena robbed
2) kenot wake up
3) Possible....wait til i start working!
4) come home let mom scold xD

but heck...despite the negativities....Imma taking tht 1 chance to make it happen
to who? hahaha I Have no idea yet for now
but hey these are the few things I'd plan to do before I die eh

as cliche

life is short.....make mistakes...get sick..work smart..play hard..be silly....make the most of it!

(T.T)

2008-03-21T12:52:00.002+08:00

had to reformattt my lappttooopp!!! >.<

cz kena virus...lmaooo

now i need a favor..xD ne1 of u has the Microsoft Office?? can pinjamm

fake 1 aso no halll hahahaha do let me know...

arigatooo!

on a happier note...my desktop looks much nicer compared to before xD

Here's a Laugh

2008-03-11T16:30:00.004+08:00

taking a 5 min break from studying...

blogging from the library...

while listening to Beethovan - Moonlight Sonata...

Im officially nerd/geek - ified

outtt...

To mel!

2008-03-04T00:56:00.004+08:00

SOOOORRRYYYY!!!

hahaha i guess its easier 4 u to get it here xD

ere u go!

just in case ne1's wondering

its CNY at Mel's house

srry i lagging lmao

but now dont complain bout my blog being boring

lacking pics ya-da ya-da

and my long rants =p hah!

toodles

Incinerated

2008-03-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

I did it for me

Not her...

Cant lie...

I aint a saint...

but it did feel good...

really

she thought me a life lesson

there is so much more to life

the least i could do

is thank her

once again

it aint buried this time...

its incinerated... =)

*and no mew its not u..lmao

been awhile I felt like this...

contented with my lifestyle.

peace in my soul.

at bliss with things around me.

determined of what i have set for myself.

fun is on my secondary list.

work Jill.

play Jack.

psychotic by nature.

kick-ass attitude.

a sense of achievement.

kinda like I'm doing something with my life

and having fun doing it!

I'm darn sure if i keep this up

things will go my way

on to bigger things. Capt!

she dont bother me no more.

heck...I gotta feeling this is here to stay (^.^)

thrs alot i can learn from ppl =)

tis all good.

tots.!

here's to change

2008-02-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

I've said earlier that 2008 year of change

and well....this time...nothing else really matters cept' me

and what I must/want/need to achieve

as selfish as tht sounds....

but really not tied down to anything...

distractions gone and outta my head...

and I would only have to be responsible for myself..

to me...and im just saying this for me...

and relationships is just something i cant handle right now

fur real...

to me for now...

relationships = time x2 to the square root of responsibility

and time aint a luxury i can enjoy right now

so yeah...starting it right...finishing it good...

I must.

I will.

taaa.

^^ Just the thing

2008-02-18T18:47:00.005+08:00

Rm 30 - Cage
Rm 8 - Food
Rm 22 - Hamster

Watching how happy my sister is when playing with a Rodent

Priceless

^.^ Yes finally fufilling my childhood dream...owning a hamster...

wakakakakaka happyyyyyy!!

Reflecting. of whatever

2008-02-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

I sit here
listening to a playback
of a song.

It gets me Fcuked.
for a reason is cz the song isnt me

Really....its been going on
Not bothered to think nor to feel no more.

To wish u luck.
To say goodbye.
To really pass you by?

It all seems to cruel.
But as council says.
Its for the best.
Its only fair.

God I swear I would be...
really...
Or do u not hear me?

I just want...my twisted transistor...
Or to walk my Freak on a Leash
kicking it up for My Generation
Taking A look Around at the hopelessness of the situation
Living It up, My Way
Cz maybe...just maybe
She's So High, So high above me
With her drops of jupiter
Makes me feel like a fool.
Im always just Hanging by the moment
Whenever its just You and Me
Cause at times I Wish You Were Here
And I'd like to take to my Rooftops to scream my heart out.
And really whenever she walks by, I'd Stop And Stare
Cz really it is The Greatest View
And she just reminds me of the song 'Iris'

So I guess We're All We Are cz This is Your Life in the City of Angels

How to rant. xD

2008-02-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

K...honestly I have absolutely no idea
as to why im not feeling a tad bit emo...

hmm...odd...not that Im emo
but generally days like these gets me down abit..

oddly...I feel a little light-headed and suprisingly at peace...
bleh...funny....Im happy & yet I feel weirded out by it....

Emotions like these rarely come by...
____________________________________________________________________________

-.-"""

2008-02-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

just whn i feel like blogging

I gotta take a dump...

excuse me -.-""

another day perhaps...

decisions >.<

2008-01-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

blehhh now im gonna have to think about what im gonna do with my hard earned salary >.<

my shopping list of

1. Aviator
2. tatts
3. Clothes
4. Fix the car...

all in all i need about 2k >.< aside from tht i need to save 4 books and tithe {x2 >.<}

bahhh..!

save the Alex Fund any1?

more and more rantings

2008-01-20T01:31:00.000+08:00

let me take it down a notch
I dont wanna get burned again....
cz currently I think its absolutely meaningless...

How to know that its abosolutely not your fault for being lazy

2008-01-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

1) 1st day on the job..all the new ppl get work...and u get to laze the entire day...

2) whn your supervisor asks u to go walk around in tesco

3) whn u've walked tesco and ur supervisor asks u to take a 30min Milo break at the pantry....

4) whn u've done (2) & (3) and thrs still 3 hours left till you get off

as such...one cannot blame another person for being lazy if circumstances forces him to be unproductive, lazy and yet get paid

so yes...life is unfair =p to you! hahahaha

yup basically tht was my 1st day of work...

thn on tuesday they started piling up work on my desk...

so much for a Nice place to work...lmao

bushed....imma crash

toodles~

Tuwa la la la la

2008-01-08T02:43:00.000+08:00

ok ok ok ok I have enough ppl tellin me to post pics on my blog >.<

if this goes on any longer Im afraid ppl will start lobbying to get Pics on my blog....

not tht i dont like the attention ^^ haha! but heck

a new year eh!

no mistakes this time...

get life straight

anywho spent my 1 week new years holiday pretty {hetic/psychotic/fun!/impromptu} ly

dont feel like saying whr i went ^^ bleh! ask me if u wanna know xD dont stalk my blog >.

so yahZ whr was i...rite... pics!

Titled: My 1st week of year 2008!

kk b4 ne1 starts hurling torches and pitchforks at me,

allow me to at least justify myself...my phone is my camera >.<>

but hey pics rite!

neways let me end this post by saying..

Its absolutely awesome to have friends!

thr said and done!

toots!~

I fweel haappeeehh! lmao!

ness knows y! xD so does she! hah haaa~!

porta Dickson

2007-12-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just in case......I'm in port dickson....

Imma b back on the 29th lmao!

^^ fra lal la la la la la la la la

*packs clothes with joy*

away away! from it alll!

*all it takes is a midnight swim*

u know the one thing Im gonna miss...

the music on my laptop *sniffs* xD

Moved on!

2007-12-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

xD

finally now I know for sure...

I've moved on

and as a fren said...

its only a figure...

working towards bliss...

2008 looks bright!!

all the best to you ^^

*my life goes on...all I need is good frens and good music..which I have plenty!*

finally this blog wudnt sound so whiny d!

pick yourself up and keep running...I've got decades ahead...

Venetian - Macao sounds blooooddyy tempting...I hope dad approves ^^

Have a Merry Christmas

2007-12-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

well since Christmas is coming

I thought I shud join in the spirit of it as well..

but honestly...here's what i really think of christmas

imagine Santa Clause/St. Nick on his rocking chair

swaying back and fourth just enjoying the warm fire and little sparkles caused by the burning of wood

and thn Mrs. Santa walks in with some hot chocolate for two with marshmellows on the side

A serene winter night at the north pole...

and THN!

I walk in with a pump-action .44 gauge shotgun and blow a hole in to santa's guts!

*daydreaming*pops*

hehe my bad its just one of them days...

and according to Nessa...I scared her...lmao

thats a first....

oh well i guess I'll try again later..

toodles*

i wannnnnn >.<

2007-12-18T09:21:00.000+08:00

aviatorrsss and a new pair of shoes

ink job waiting to be done! all i need now is to wait for 1st Jan *big smiles*

still deciding to stay or switch...

whichever it is...i gotta get it done by jan...or it'll b chaotic

on a random note...immaturity annoys the hellaoutta me...

not that im not immature...its just...stupidity to an extent i guess....

some people are just beyond redemption...

outcomes are predictable....

its just a matter of which 1....

either which it'll be entertaining to watch...

tra la la la time to get back to work.!

enuff said

2007-12-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

come out of your shell and abide in me

lmao.

i'd say i give it a shot eh? after all the worst tht cud happen is I'd b dissapointed.

lmao....

I'd say give it a go just one more time....

neway been a lil happier lately...

but im still bored to near death at work -.-"

and really...whatever will be will be....

solitude. its nice. =)

~ change ~

2007-12-16T03:26:00.000+08:00

feeling light headed lately...maybe cz i cleared up the 1st mess in my life *toots*!

finally 20 haha! dammit cant laugh at ppl no more....

and as my mom so clearly puts it...*finally out of my teens*

and with such she ends by *acting like a grown up*

hence they're are a lil less strict on me

which i should totally not take advantage off!

lmao!

and as every other bday ^^ i spent it with frens

*the way i like it* =)

simplicity at its best

finding myself again cz ropes will only hold me back...

a tad bit more logical and careful about certain stuff

taking on the resposibilities which i had ignored..

listening honestly and intently as it should have been done

knows tht i've learnt another lesson in life..

to let go,

and move.

*stand still on a rainy day*

*move forward. remember the past. let it go and never head back*

lesson learnt.

saved.

cut my hair lol

2007-12-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

ok so since i've decided to leave everything behind and start anew...

I thought to myself what better wat to begin thn a haircut lol

chopped the front trimmed the back now its just neat short and proper...

after all Christmas is coming and if she's having fun..

I dont see why i shud let her get me down ^^

the only thing getting me down is...

Im turning 20 lmao!

ness just turned 20 xD and she'll b back on 1 jan!!!!!!!

anywho i got the job til 21 Dec...xD which mean an extra 600 smackaroosss

i hope they pay soon i plan to use the money soon xD

tra la la la la....

1 years 3 years...doesnt matter for now...let things run its course...

as a new friend told me...."karma....it totally works"...lmao!

if u wanna b biblical "You reap what you sow...."

or as Justin Timberlake said...."what goes around comes around"

any clearer than tht...you gotta b an A-tard....

oh just the thing that encouraged me...lol yesh..alex reads the bible..

~~especially whn he's in dire need of some assistance~~

just tot I'd share it....never know who's gonna need it ;)

1 Thessalonians 5:18 or u could just read the whole 5:15-18 if u want xD

still the best...

I say is what Shaun, ness and jason said..."Fuck it laaa sohai"

=p

**********************************End******************************

Pavilion KL

2007-12-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

nice place! and i finally know how to get around KL without driving

xD love the concept of the mall...

newho...since this blog lacks pics i thot I'd post some up

A carolling Christmas tree xD

here i thought

2007-12-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

ya know...

i used to think...

good things happen to good ppl..

well it does hold some truth to it....

and tht the shit ne1 goes thru now will b paid back with giltz in the future...

the only prob....

is pulling thru the shit lol....

here i am at crossroads again..

and i remember to what extent my memory preserves it...

on sunday service....darren said...

whn you face walls of jericho in your life...take a step back and ask God...wht do u want me to do.

well....a guideline would help lol....

so anyway currently doing something i almost never do...
planning ahead....

the only prob is telling parents...

good news....nesscha ish comin back on 1 Jan!

can i hear INK!!! xD

and a great deduction in our phone bills xD

Wht was it again?

2007-12-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

What was it again?

tht saying

what goes around comes around...

Your reap what you sow...

lol i can understand the first bomb tht broke me down...

but a 2nd bomb? lol

results...are definately not what i expected...

time to replan....

and salvage the aftemath....

isnt thr another saying..

whn one door shuts...2 more opens? =)

I do hope so...

Lappiiee

2007-12-04T09:13:00.000+08:00

FINALLYYY a laptop at worrrkk!!!!
*and an internet connection too!

xD

oh well

lil update....I've learnt I have to move on *for the sake of my own sanity....

wht she does now...

its absolutely....non of my biz to know

I've got my own life to lead...

My own shit to game...

and i can hear faintly...

Mr.Alex...welcome back.... xD

start the party..rock the don perignon!

cz Im coming home!!

Hot Weather?

2007-11-28T22:24:00.003+08:00

Btw noticed the hot Weather lately...well guys...I've found a reason for u not to complain....

Girls well...live with it.... xD

no honestly

2007-11-28T22:16:00.001+08:00

I hate my job! lol

its as boring as hell....

all i do all day i call and annoy ppl....

All I have is a phone, a pen, 3 sheets of paper -.-""

i dont even have a com to keep me entertained...

the next time a job comes around for a phone surveyor..

Im gonna ask them to kiss my......

well...u get the drift....piss ass boring place....

and if i ever hear another...smart ass comment like "its ur talent maa talking"

dont say i didnt warn u....

lol i feel like a vegetable now...

usage of brain....

2% - wat to eat for lunch...
1% - how to forge the surveys xD
97% - daydream....

the funniest company i called so far is still..
Zhong Zhong electric...

the fella answer the phone
Man: alo zchong zchong
Me: wtf? ya hi this is alex speaking....
Man: ya tis is a zchong zchong...
Me: sorry sir i must have go the wrong number
*slams phone laughs my ass off....and figures im laughing all alone in the room lol"

tomm imma bring my PDA at least i can play games and listen to music xD
gonna bust my Jawbreaker high score...lol

oddness

2007-11-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

ok well...exams are over...sorry 4 the lack of enthusiasm just havent been myself lately

lol...no im not confused...nor lost...just the tiny details got me down abit

nov.11 - grandma's bday ^^ had lunch with her rest of the family wasnt free

well i know nov.11 a lil better than my grandma bday....

hence the reason im not in the best perky mood...

well at least exams over...1 weight of my back for now...for 3months

next need to find a decent/normal job.

still feelin abit bad for throwing my temper at the idiot...
sorrylaaa u call at wrong time deyy got me tiued summore
and heck i know she aint havin the time of her life as well..
sorrylaaa......
not to pester u...but u really need to get them flight details right.lol

well i dont know....to another i guess it was a reasonable choice to make..i wish u all the best in everything u might be going through....dont do anything stupid like the last time..
it was never meant to be...but it still does hurt...

yes i know its pink and orange...but those who know wht im talking know wht im talking and cz its addressed to 2 totallyy different ppl..lol...

and yes my entries dont make much sense to alot of ppl...and thts the way i like it really...

anyhowz...needs to runz....12.33am yum cha...lol

-.-""

2007-11-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

ok....everything's gone..lol

but tht background had to go anyways.. lol..too old

neway will fix the prob after exams lol

this backgroun looks....simpler...lol

currently...feeling..just like this -->

omfg. lol

2007-11-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

lol yes this blog is so badly neglected....it shud get an award lolz....

and no...my life hasnt been so gleefully interesting tht i forgot to blog

its more like its been so dam boring tht i was to lazy to blog..

but ya...decided to anyways...

just felt like talking wtf...

I AM currently in need of

1) a puff of magic sticks...
2) some motivation...
3) a new ink job on my fair skin wtfwf.
4) a job...
5) a new pair of sunnies....
6) a new show....

exams are done in two days....2 papers on fri...just my dam luck...

so yea...was reminded/learnt a few stuff last night...gotta start implementing em in my life ritto.

and if any1's reading and dont understand shit thts ok....u dont need too xD

if u understand thn well...congrats..u know me well enough lol!

out.

Pui yi taggeeddd

2007-09-05T11:08:00.000+08:00

Guys:
1.What do you look at when you see a girl? The boobs or the butt or…?
2.How do you feel about plus size women? Would you date her?
3.Choose between your mom or you girlfriend.
4. Your place or mine tonight?
5.There is a hot gal at the party? How would you approach her? Would you do it if you are already attached?
6.Where or what would you do with your hot date if you are on a budget?7.She has a stain on her shirt at her chest area. Would you tell her?
8. She spends more time with her gay best fren that hang out wit you. Would you be jealous?

Gals:
1.What turns you on? Guys in boxers or guys in brief or nothing at all or…?
2.Would you buy flowers 4 a guy as a present?
3.If your bf doesn't have a car, would you u drive him around?
4.Hot guy in a party, would you approach him? If yes, how?
5.Is size really that important?
6.He is the guy of your dreams. Would you play hard to get?
7.He is an hour late for your date. Would you still go out with him on that date or have a girls night out?
8.You burped when you are kissing. How would you handle this situation?

so i tot it'll b time consuming to do this...and it will...omg 2 hours 2 kill aiks..thx 2 pui yi
so i guess i'll answer the guys part eh?

1) Its called screening you work ur way from the top to the bottom.....some gurls however you dont even look >.<

2) define + size...if she da fat....its just fat thrs no + size laa jioorrr...omfg its like ur pretty oN the inside...wtfwtf....and the answer is NO...wud u?

3) errr...wht does choose mean?? if its whos side wud i stand on...or listen to...of course my mom laaaa denggg...

4) doesnt matter *cought*idontcondonepremaritalsex*cought* XD butttttt Just in case...it doesnt matter to me =)

5) Yes i wud talk 2 her...how I'd do it? wtff "Hi, Im alex..u r?" wtf....and yes I'd do it even if i was attached...not married...attached...hell i can make frens can i =)

6) says : "sorry babe...imma broke...mamak fine with u?" if she cant handle tht she aint worth my time....

7) yea y not? nothing wrong with tht...lolzzz

8) naahhhh as long as he's gay...im fine...

sodamm bored

2007-08-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

dam sien....

and yes its all words...

just done abit of thinking

and damn my head hurts....

time to sleep =)

A picture says a million words.

But it is the words that truly explains the picture.

Gone

2007-08-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

Gone were the days where the most difficult decision

was where to eat..

Gone were the days where the most tied up shit ne1 cud get in too

was ponteng school

Where laughter was the only thing tht surrounds us

And tears of hope were the only ones tht were shed

The older one gets the lesser the laughter

Explains the term grumpy old men.

Find me a machine

To turn back time

To fix the wrongs I've made

What is it to truly laugh

I have forgotten

What is it to truly have faith

I have lost

What is reason

I cant seem to find

What is the purpose

I can no longer see....

___________________________________________________________________

tra la la la

feel like ranting

thts what this blog is for =P

this is truly me

Out of the shell which I hide in to aviod getting hurt.

Tell me your of this level.

Anyone?

Here's a shot to another day

hmm..

Crossroads

take some time

summer love

After an eternity

its been awhile...

huzzah huzzah!

Project 365 Day 1 / 2342 Day 4

snaps here comes reality

A twist in my story

So its done

The unrestlessness Im feeling right now

Freeebbiieesss! ~ I Super duper Rikes!!! ~

Captain Corelli's Mandolin ~ I likes! ~

In the stillness....

taggity tagg tagged

Whreeeeeeeee!

just a thought

tu la la la

*rawrrss*

3 - 0

shniffless ~huuuu

6.30pm

hahahahaha

whoa....

Lovin' my new job ^.^

2 hours & 16 minutes

So not looking forward to it

Ta da dum dee dee dumm

Wu!! Huu!!!

TurningBlurBlurBlurDizzyDizzyDizzy

@.@

hahaahahahahahahahha

Telan only lo serious!

=p

broken

bugger off

a camping we will go!

*rambles*rambles*

Quickie! lol

Rah!

Rain...rain...go away.....

*aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh*

Here i am...

LMAO!

2 Things I might regret

Would you believe it!?

2 cents

what i sincerely detest

and so it goes....

Worth it

*evil smiles*

Ding Dang Double Darn it

Found it

The price for Freedom

wahhH!! I tell u!!!!

[Insert Title]

rah!

rap a tap tap

Robo!

Cz Im bored

(T.T)

Here's a Laugh

To mel!

Incinerated

here's to change

^^ Just the thing

Reflecting. of whatever

How to rant. xD

-.-"""

decisions >.<

more and more rantings

How to know that its abosolutely not your fault for being lazy

Tuwa la la la la

porta Dickson

Moved on!

Have a Merry Christmas

i wannnnnn >.<

enuff said

rawrrss

ramblesrambles*

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

evil smiles